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Less developed in the OVA than in the game, Yuuya serves as audience surrogate. His internal conflict (desire vs. guilt) is externalized through the sex scenes. In the "hot" sequences, his reluctance turns into possessive passion—a problematic but central dynamic.

There is an anime series called Himawari! (ひまわりっ!) – a comedy ninja anime with two seasons (2006, 2007).